What an incredible day yesterday was!
I'll start at the end - Our son James accepted Christ! He told us he wanted to do it, so we had a long talk, then we all held hands (all 5 of us) as Rob walked him through the sinner's prayer! It was so cool! I couldn't be more proud! I also underestimated how emotional it would be. He wants to get baptized - right now.
The sad part - he ended up getting really sick in the middle of the night. I mean really, really sick. I won't post the gory details, so just take my word for it - SICK! During one of the episodes he said, "Why is this happening to me? This is bad! But I said the sinner's prayer! I thought good things were supposed to happen!" Poor thing!
So, now I will back up a bit. I took a walk after dinner as I was trying to sort out somethings in my head. I was walking and talking with God and thanking him for Jesus' sacrifice. And then I began to wonder......
Who would I sacrifice my life for? My children of course! I would take their pain and suffering and a bullet for them at any point if my abilities allowed it. And if they didn't, I would try harder. Would I give my life for my husband? hmmmm, that is where it starts to get tricky. I think I would....I think. Then, unfortunately, my answers turn to NO. I'm sorry, I just don't think I could do it, knowing what I would be leaving behind.
Yet...Jesus willingly laid his life down for me. Willingly. He knew every sin I would ever commit, yet he still chose to bear the cross. Wow.
That got me thinking - What would I do if someone in the here and now gave their life for me? What would I do? I would make their family my family. I would make sure that everyone knew how grateful and thankful I was for the gift they bestowed upon me. I would do anything for that person's spouse, their children, their parents. I would make sure that they knew the price paid was not a waste.
So, how is that any different from what I am willing to give to Jesus? The difference is, Jesus knows my deepest, darkest secrets and he still chose the cross. What is left for me to do? How can I not give Jesus everything for what he has done? Not only do I get a better life now, but I will have life everlasting!
He is Risen and He is Alive!
He called me to Brazil, how can I say no?
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